ari nie nak cite pasal mum n dad...da seminggu keje mlm...tht means 1 week xbalik umah...miss my mum yg gebu 2...selalu kacau dia,klu xkacau mmg xleh jadik...hehehe...
da hampir setahun lebih abah g...maknanye da hampir setahun lebih xde kasih sayg sorg abah...maknenya da hampir setahun lbh jugak mak keseornagn...rindu kat abah...
da lst memory tht i never forget is i kiss bibir abah 1day b4 he go...he buy 4 me SAGA 1.3 auto - fulspec di saat2 akhir dia bsama kami...we celebrate deh (cucu abah)...on tht day..abah mkan mcm2 benda yang dia xkan mkn...pizza, porrige, mcD,kfc...huh...2 sume abah xkn mkn walaupun anak2 suke mkn...mgkin di akhr hayatkan dia nk rs sume...time 2,sume ktorg sediakan utk abah...abah ckp bau msakan busuk,k.tie bli dapur gas masak kat luar...maklum la dapur umah k.tie dapur canggih...hehehehe..smpai mkn pun kne kt luar...hehehe...ptg2 abah akan duk nngok cucu2 main kat laman umah..1ari 2,abah g wat radiotherapy...abg suhail ngn abg sale bw....dada abah berasap...mesti sakit kn...tp abah ckp xsakit...xrs pape...abah senyum jek...abah baring dpn tv,brehat...abg suhail g keje balik...abg sale la nurse abah pg,ptg,mlm,tgh mlm...abg sale nk sume rs jg abah time mlm...cmne abah batuk xhenti2...batuk2 kuar darah...sape yg jg past xleh tdo lena...hehehe...tp abah tetap xnk anak2 susah...kekadg abah pura2 tdo...pura2 lena...tp xpun...rindunyer kat abah...sbnarnye bnyak lagi cite kami bsama abah d saat akhr 2...tp xmmpu nk cerita...air mata asik nk kuar jek...tgu la...ble free lagi kte tulis lagi...
mak totally change after dad past away...bcome silent,kurang makan...asik bsendirian jek...ubat pun jap mkn jap xmkn....mase abah baru2 g...mak strong lagi...coz kak pda still kat mkz...pastu awal tahun she got posting kat sabah!!!so mak bcome sooo upsad kot...myb she thnk,aftr 1, 1 yg g....but mum...kak pda g utk keje...look,xsmpai sthun she alwys came back...beli tket belon cm beli tket bus...hehehhe...miss u to sis...
sume ckp mak da kurus...takut jugak klu2 ade org ckp we all yg duk umah xjaga mak dgn baik...mok long,akak mak yg sulung pun tnye rahsia mak leh kurus..mak senyum jek...dlm ati xde sape yg tau...sume org xtau ati mak...mak pandai bselindung,same cm abah...mak akan luahkan segalanya bile bsendirian smbil ttp gmbar abah yg besar kt dlm bilik..tp kekadg dgr juga...sbb curik dgr...nak2 gmbr abah dlm bilik kite...hehehe...cute btul mak kite nie...
rindu pd segalanye...tp xsape pun yg tau...when i tel 2 sumbdy tht i realy miss my dad...he always said 'sedekahkan alfatehah'..hehehe..he dun know my feeling sbnarnya sbb dia xpenah rs apa yg kite rs...ermmm
Al - Fatehah untuk My Dad, Hj Lazim bin Amin
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